Vincent

o55

2008-07-02T15:44:13Z

Aaaah that was the most nervous I've ever been in my whole life!

But...Yukari said yes!

So much planning to do, so little time. Holiday, wedding, baby...This is even more stressful that being held at gunpoint or ransom. But...A good kind of stressful.

Ti amo <3 (You know, I can really get used to saying this again.) Ti amo bella <3

o54

2008-07-01T09:44:26Z

So I had an appointment at the doctors this morning. They need to do blood tests. I don't know why. All I wanted was another prescription for the meds I had a while ago. Now both my arms hurt since they couldn't get anything from my right arm. That one hurts the most, what the hell?

Nine months is ages away -sighs- OH Yukari!! We need to talk about dates, Ma won't stop calling me.

o53 - Oh...My...God!

2008-06-27T21:14:09Z

I...I'm..whoa I'm gonna be a dad. As in...me..a future father o___o! As in...a baby.

I don't think I've gone very long without smiling...or crying like an idiot. Oh whoa...It's...it's such a great feelng.

And I can smoke again o__o~!

o52

2008-06-26T19:01:03Z

So we're out. So close.

ANYWAY. Called Ma to tell her more about me and Yukari. Of course the family had to be over when I called and she told everyone. Well...I said the whole family, that's be almost impossible...there's like...30-40 of us...well...more since people are all getting married and such. But...a large majority...And they all started talking about it. I got a headache over the phone.

Ma wants us to come over soon. Been looking at costs, Ma might really want to meet us...but maybe it'd be better to stay in like Rome and just travel in for a few days. There's nothing to do in Grosseto. Well, except look at the cathedral, but really...that's a tourist thing...I suppose when we go over, I can take Yuakri and show her, but I always loved Rome. Everywhere else was just too far away.

I find it amusing that on Google Maps, all of Korea is blank.

Maru's getting really big now.....Wish we could take him

o51

2008-06-18T22:32:06Z

Oh...what's that France? 2-0? HAR!! I believe you just had your ass handed to you!!! Quarter-finals!!!

Yukari.........<3

I've been in a total day dream for two days now. I can't wait -Grins.-

Thanks Yukari for the ego boost <3 -Is better~-

o50

2008-06-16T23:13:21Z

...Oh wow. Just wow.

o49 - More Football

2008-06-14T13:59:26Z

I swear, I'm going to find the refs for Euro08 and KICK their asses!!! WTF he didn't allow the goal, what a fucking douché!!! >OOO At least we got a goal, and at least Buffon saved that one so we're still in. Against France next o____o we have to win, we HAVE to. We need to get to the quater-finals!!! We're the world's best, MOVE IT GUYS!!

More later 8D Hungry.

o48 - LONDON BABY!!!

2008-06-12T23:33:28Z

I know about 10 years ago I'd have been even more excited to be here. Camden would have made me squeal and melt into a babbling mass of fanboyish goo.

I'm still excited as all Hell!! I haven't been here since I was a kid, well...14. Everything's changed, but I still saw stuff that I remembered~~! The flight was incredibly dull and long and I couldn't sleep very well because I could STILL hear the screaming brat at the back of the plane -___-

But it's good to get away from work and just be with Yukari, even if she does have to work ;___;

Uuuuuugh so tired I think I'm gonna pass out. It's now the 13th here aswell. Timezones, suck.

o47 - Football (soccer)

2008-06-10T12:12:41Z

STUPID FUCKING NETHERLANDS!!! HE WAS OFF-SIDE GOD DAMN IT!!! >OOO I WATCHED THE DAMN REPLAY OVER AND OVER ASWELL YOU FUCKING IDIOTS AND IT WAS OFF-SIDE!!! Fucking booking players for telling a stupid ref to LOOK AT THE REPLAY!!!

Arg!

All Holland supporters, stay away from me >O Here's hoping Friday has a better result against Romania!!!

o46 - Dear world

2008-06-04T13:07:18Z

If anyone so much as thinks about bothering me, I will not hesitate to draw out my gun and leave you laying on the ground with several bullet holes.

o45 - Women

2008-06-03T20:18:26Z

I don't fucking get them half the damn time.

One minute everything's great. The next their fucking pissed off, and they don't tell you why, so you don't know if it's you're fault. Half the fucking time they'll blame you anyway. They tell you to fucking get lost, so you can't even apologise for something you don't fucking know!!

Let me guess, you bad mood thing is completely, and utterly, 100% my fucking fault.

Fuck. That.

o44

2008-06-03T10:39:48Z

And that...was even better.

[Only viewable to those involved.]

...........Yeah. Kinda forgot my ass would be sore today.

.____.

o43

2008-05-30T15:54:18Z

Chair sex.

Awesome.

Try it.

Now.

o42

2008-05-27T22:09:51Z

YES I did rest. YES I did eat. YES I feel better.

I didn't know it was physically possible to sleep that long. It feels like so long ago everything happened.

Maru keeps attacking my feet. Unusual for me to be asking, but...Yukari, when are you coming home?

o41 -Totally using phone for this and only viewable to Turks-

2008-05-22T15:35:51Z

Basch, I think I've found something...I can't reach it yet, but the lights are hitting something. I'll be able to get it out in a few hours, I'm not sure what it is yet...could be nothing.

How are Reno and Kanda?

This coffee isn't working...</strike>

[U-H to P-B]

2008-05-21T12:03:38Z

I can't help but listen to lighter music now. So I shoved a CD on. It's good...And really, it's the kind that makes you ignore the dangers and worries of the ban.

I don't think any of the neighbours will complain. Most of them are younger people, and the old lady loves me 8D!

I shouldn't have cooked with cabbage..The kitchen STILL smells of it!! I can't wash any of my clothes because of it. I had to dry the stuff with a dish towel and obviously wash the towel. So the washing machine is like...Cabbage scented. So I just have to wash loads of towels before doing clothes. And I have a massive pile of clothes waiting! .____. I'm almost out of clean stuff aswell...

HURRY UP >OOO

I missed Yukari.

(OOC : Edited the time of entry so it didn't clash with log. Forgot he would be at work so made it an early morning post 8D)

o39

2008-05-17T12:48:24Z

Okay, so it looked like fun, and I'm bored here people.

[Turks only 8D]

1. I was born in Grosseto, Tuscany, Italy.
2. Despite the whole ITALIANS HAVE BILLIONS OF BABIES!! I'm an only child.
3. I have maybe 30 cousins.
4. My eyes are naturally red.
5. I can speak fluent Italian, English, Japanese and French.
6. I'm learning Chinese.
7. I'm slightly allergic to dogs .___. and I only just found out.
8. I love coffee.
9. I started smoking half way through high school.
10. I joined the Turks at 18.
11. I've been coming in the building for years before.
12. My dad used to be a scientist here .___.
13. Me and my cousin Angie are mortal enemies.
14. For no reason.
15. Six years ago I was suppose to be getting married.
16. I get left at the alter.
17. It was humilating 8D
18. I'm still butthurt about it.
19. More than I should be.
20. I actually hate all kinds of work.
21. But love them aswell?
22. Except readin reports and doing paperwork.
23. I love guns~
24. I have seven here.
25. Ten at home in Italy.
26. They can all fire >D
27. I'm loved more for the Italian beer than anything else .___.
28. I have the best girlfriend in the world 8D
29. She's also great in bed |3
30. I still look at guys >___>
31. I used to be a punk in high school .___.
32. I have the photos to prove it.
33. I used to be skinnier than I am now 8D
34. I got into guns when I was 6.
35. I got my first one at 12.
36. I was never allowed to fire it.
37. One day I did...and killed nextdoors cat 8D
38. I laughed...then ran!
39. I'm a magnet for angst.
40. I miss Yukari ;~; (See!!!)
41. I can make an amazing pizza.
42. I HAAAATE pasta like I hate the fucking Pope. (It's a lot >O)
43. I'm allergic to aubergines (egg plant)
44. I can draw?
45. Badly but still.
46. Despite what people think, I don't drink that much!
47. I'm lazy.
48. I have no idea what to say.
49. I'm hungry.
50. All I have is bread .___.

o38 - BASCH CAN B A MOVIE STARZ 2?

2008-05-16T15:08:57Z

I can't stop laughing. I'm so easily amused!

Why didn't you tell us?!

I miss Yukari. Maru didn't cry as much lastnight, he just curled up on the bed .__. Such a cute dog!

Look at him!! Isn't he just so cute!!!

o37

2008-05-13T21:56:34Z

I'm mostly better now. Mostly. I'll get there. Eventually.

Yukari, I'm sorry about yesterday, I wasn't in any mood to talk to...well anyone. I suppose I'll get around to telling you eventually. It's just going to take some time, okay?

o36 - [Not viewable to Yukari]

2008-05-12T22:45:32Z

I feel physically sick. I can't hold these damn tears back anymore. Nothing needs to happen, and the tears just start. I had to lock my office door and sit with my back to it because people kept coming in. I can't deal with this. I thought I was over it all. I guess I'm wrong. It's so hard to just forget everything.

6 fucking years! It's still hurting me. Maybe...maybe because I never had anything going on between then and now. Maybe I'm afraid...No...I am afraid it'll happen again. I don't want it to. I can't take it if it happens anymore. I don't want to show me to only be left alone again. It took so long to burying everything...Fuck....FUCK!!!

This sums it up practically...well...entirely.

Just have a little patience still hurting from a love I lost
I'm feeling your frustration that any minute all the pain will stop
just hold me close inside your arms tonight don't be to hard on my emotions

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I'm still healing just try and have a little patience

I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
the one that I can always depend
I'll try to be strong believe me
I'm trying to move on
it's complicated but understand me

Cause I need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I'm still healing just try and have little patience yeah
Have a little patience yeah

Cause the scars run so deep it's been hard but I have to believe
have a little patience
have a little patience

Whooo cause I
I just need time
My heart is numb has no feeling so while I'm still healing
just try and have a little patience have a little patience
my heart is numb has no feeling so while I'm still healing
just try and have a little patience

o35

2008-05-07T22:55:32Z

SO!...Did I do good?

o34

2008-05-06T22:45:52Z

I'm not editting the number on my last entry. And I'm not adding this to it either, so a new entry again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS!!!

o32 - [Not veiwable to Yukari]

2008-05-06T22:43:32Z

I'm so nervous about tonight. It's Yukari's birthday and I've spent so much time thinking of something to get her. Nothing like...in your face. But nothing tacky and like I didn't make an effort. I did. And my wallet, not to mention bank account are crying and screaming at me.

A new place opened up last week so I checked it out and it's nice. I don't think it's very flashy, which seems to fall into her criteria. Hopefully she'll like it. I really had trouble trying to find presents. I doubt she would appreciate any joking gifts, so that was out the window. And...it's been a long time since I had to buy something special for a woman. I hope I did okay...

I got her a heart necklace with one side fitted with small diamonds. And...A puppy. A 6 week old Sib-Husky. I hope I did okay, she seemed like a dog kind of person. God, trying to find out if she was allergic or not without giving it away was so difficult. One of my neighbours seemed happy to look after him until tonight. She's a sweet old lady. He has no name yet, I'll leave that to Yukari to decide. But he's so adorable!

I really hope I did alright .___.

Pleeeeeease let me have done a good job!!

abandoned_sin @ 2008-05-02T15:34:00

2008-05-02T14:39:19Z

Okay, so maybe I called in just a little late. 2:30 in the afternoon is not a decent time to let people know you won't be in. Though I didn't plan on it happening. I overly slept in and only just woke up. I even set the alarm at seven thirty...must have turned it off. Great, like I don't have enough, I had to go and sleep in.

And no, sir, it wasn't because of Yukari. Actually...I passed out before she did. Though you said you had great taste in movies?

o31

2008-05-01T22:13:17Z

Stuff.

1. I'm feeling better and less stressed.
2. I'm not feeling better because my stomach is trying to KILL me.
3. I just threw up five minutes ago.
4. That pizza wasn't so good and isn't agreeing with me.
5. Yukari is probably thinking 'Told you so, darling.'
6. She totally did.
7. I'm working on stuff.
8. Stomach doesn't hurt so much now.
9. I lied it's still trying to kill me.
10. I've ran out of things to say.
11. I lied again. TV is so shit but couch is so comfy.
12. I'm tired.
13. This has taken me about a minute to type up.